Just spent 10 days with the love of my life, was only ever initially meant to be there for 3, and now it’s killing me to be home. Walking into my room and seeing my big, empty bed made me breakdown like never before. And now I cry at random moments because I know he’s not coming home to me after work tonight, he’s not gonna be there when I wake up, I can’t kiss him good morning, good night, anytime in between. I fucking hate this. It needs to be over, I just need it to end. I need to be with him in one place, for good.
Between The Buried And Me | Colorblind
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am fine
(Source: lovemethoughifade)
I sometimes wonder if there’s someone out there in the world who’s watching the same movie as me, possibly from the same point, sitting the same way, drinking the same drink, wearing the same kind of outfit….I know your choices are reasonably unique, but with billions of people out there, there’s no way to be completely unique for more than one moment….